He Lives!!

Yes I'm still alive, and yes I still have two hands for typing. So I been hiding under a 40 lbs block of Cheese for the past 2+ years, and now I'm stretching my fingers and going for round 2. As you likely know last June we had another little boy enter our lives.

Life is still an amusement park full of crazy experiences. Our small roller coaster ride is coming to an end and we are looking to the next searching for a new job and a new home.

All my blogs have fallen into disrepair with the death of Imeem dealing a heavy blow. I am now searching for new sites and services to make up for the loss.

Thanks again
Spinal out

Sad news

A lot has happened in the past few days. Friday the 14th our youngest little boy Donaven died. He died from SIDS. There was no warning we simply awoke to find him dead. He was 7 weeks old. I'm so grateful for the time we shared with him. he was such a cute little boy and we miss him greatly. At this time we are doubly grateful for his big brother Xen. He helps us smile when we are felling down. This is easily the hardest thing I have ever dealt with, but our family and friends are really a great support at this time. His funeral is going to be tomorrow, Tuesday the 18th.


Thank you to everyone who is pulling together to help us get through this. This experience is bringing us closer together, and to god. He is taking care of our little boy this Christmas. We will miss him for a long time, but he will always be our little boy, and I know we will see him again. I had a real struggle in the first hours. Shay and some friends saw me at my absolute worst. After piecing my self back together I've been okay for the most part. Every so often I see something that reminds me of him, and I have a little cry. Our family and friends are really pulling through for us. Knocks at the door and phone calls have slowed to about once every couple hours.

Thanks again,
Spinal out

From the Raven's Mouth

Well here I am. Funny thing is I've been using blogger for about a year and a half, without ever keeping a real blog. Well now I'm going to take a stab at it...
Don't be alarmed. There won't be any daggers coming your way.

I have a wonderful family. Sometimes I'm amazed at just how good they really are. Xen amazes me almost every day. The days he doesn't are the day I can't be there. He is so easy going and kind to his little brother Donaven. He likes to give hugs and kisses now, which nether Shay nor I could resist.

For any who have known me for a long time, this may come as a bit of a shock, I'm reading all the time now. Every chance I get my nose is in some new book, and get this I hardly ever watch broadcast TV or play computer games. Does this sound like the Justin you know? It's funny, the more I read the more I prefer it to other forms of entertainment.

Well thats all I have to say for now.

Till next time,
Spinal out